Friday, August 20, 2010

Havent forgotten about you I promise!!

Hey everyone! Just to let you know I haven't forgotten about you I promise! There are a bunch of things going on right now, I will explain in a few days :) I will tell you what's going on, how California was, and post some pictures! Until then, I will be up in the mountains with my hubby and puppy! Talk to you soon!

Monday, August 9, 2010

"'ello..." "did you just say hello?" "No I said 'ello"

Wow, what a crazy month so far! I’m very excited to say that I have lost 2.5 pounds since I have started over!! YAY! Probably because I have been so sick :/

MY FIRST MELTING POT EXPERIENCE:
Tyler and I went to the melting pot with my sister, her husband, and my younger brother the other night, and I got sick there and started throwing up…NO FUN. Especially when you are eating somewhere THAT expensive. Good thing we had a gift card right? I didn’t even get to eat my favorite part, the chocolate. That may or may not have been a good thing hahah. All in all, I wasn’t too impressed. I mean it was good, but we do fondue around Christmas time and valentines day at my dads house, and we have a lot better menu. The thing I was the most disappointed with was the cheese. My favorite thing about fondue would probably be the cheddar cheese fondue. When I make it, it is the most delicious thing in the world lol. Consisting of sharp cheddar cheese, garlic, mustard powder, Worcestershire, onion salt, and milk. That my friends, is what you call nectar of the Gods lol. But the cheese at the melting pot had like 1 whole can of beer in it…it was disgusting. Even the Swiss cheese was sick, they put brandy in it, and I’m sure usually its good, but this time, wow, you could get wasted just by eating the cheese lol. But I ended up puking it all up so that sucked. But next time I want to have fondue dinner, I will remind myself to just do it at home, it’s a lot cheaper, and its more delicious.

I know I haven’t been posting what I have been eating and all that jazz, but really I haven’t been eating real healthy, just smaller portions. Which really doesn’t say much about how determined I am, but like I have said in my earlier posts, my life has been more than chaotic lately. Tuesday August, 10th Tyler, my brother Conner, and I are going to be driving to CALIFORNIA!! WOOT!

It’s my grandparent’s 50th wedding anniversary and they rented a beach house in Oceanside! Can I tell you how excited I am for this? I’ve got my nails and toes done, bought a new swimming suit and I am more than ready for a REAL vacation. OUT OF UTAH! I’m taking my awesome camera and I am going to take some AMAZING pictures!! I’m so excited!! The ocean is like 10 feet from the back of the house! I am going to sit my trash in a comfy chair and relax like nobody’s business! I finally got an ipod again and The Jukebox is back in business with almost 3000 songs, Armed with Inception, and Eclipse for the ride down! Oh and don’t forget about The Goonies, The Breakfast Club, Ferris Bueller, and Zombieland!!

I think my diet down there will be fairly easy really, we are just taking groceries and cooking with the family, which most of them are on diets I think(even though they don’t need to be), so there ya go! Healthy food all around! And exercising will be a breeze, swimming is a great form of exercise, and I will definitely be doing a lot of that! Swimming is so much! If I weren’t so dang self conscious I would be doing way more of it. On that thought, maybe I should just invest in a swimming pool for my back yard! I could do laps, get a nice tan, and I would be skinny in no time! Haha!

So that’s where I am for now!
I’m going to try and get a few blogs in while I am down there, but I’m not sure how that will go. Tonight we have to get everything packed and ready to go because we are leaving at about 3 tomorrow! I’m so excited!!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Busy Busy..

So the past couple days have been hectic like everything else. I have been so swamped at work, so I have had like no time to blog at all. So I'm going to go back to my old routine and blog at night from now on. Even if I have to blog from my phone or ipod.
I've been doing good and bad lately, kinda in spurts.

Today I slacked and had del taco O_o.

Not good.

Oh and a Dr. Pepper. O_o

It's been really hard. We've been really short on money lately so I don't have all the healthy stuff that I can take for lunch, and to add to that, we don't have a fridge at work any more because the old one died. So even if I had stuff to take, I have nowhere to put it. So if anyone is getting rid of a fridge or anything let me know and I can see if my work will buy it. It sucks. And another thing, my "pregnant mug" (the ones you get when you have a baby, the clear ones with a green lid and green writing.) Yeah I have one of those that I put my water in and ice and stuff, yeah when we were up camping, I had my slimfast in it and I totally forgot it somewhere and when I found it, it was DISGUSTING!! So I threw it away.

What I need to do is get a new mug or something so I can have convenient freezing cold water on hand. Lol.

Tomorrow I am going to take my delicious cottage cheese and crackers lunch. MMMmmmm!

Tuesday, August 10th we are going to SAN DIEGO! WoOt! My grandparents rented a beach house for their 50th wedding anniversary! We're staying till Saturday the 14th! I am beyond excited. BUT...it kinda sucks ya know, I want to be that girl that is comfortable in her swimming suit and not worry about what she looks like. But nope not me. I am so self conscious it's not even funny. But I'm going to do my best to have a good time because I know it's a one time thing. I'm just not excited for pictures..I mean, ever since I've become a fed up fat girl, and my friends take pictures with me and post them on facebook, I make sure that if they tag me, I remove it so nobody can see what I look like. Sad huh? But its really like that, and I'm ashamed of it but I really hate the way I look.

But anyway, I'm trying my best to make everyone proud and make sure that I achieve my goal, even though I have been slacking a lot lately. :)

Till my next post,
PEACE OUT!

-Fed-Up Fat Girl :)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I AM ALIVE!

Just to let everyone know, I am still alive.
I’m sorry that I have been away for such a long time, but everything has been quite hectic! I actually haven’t been doing very well at all along the lines of dieting and exercising. So I am going to start over again. But this time I will make sure that I am doing all that I can to keep everything updated and get going on my goal. With that said, I AM BACK!

I wrote a huge blog post today while I was on my lunch but somehow it got erased! I was so mad!! But here I am trying to remember everything that I wrote earlier. Since my last post I’m happy to say that I haven’t gained any weight, but not happy to say that I am the same weight.

Today I was naughty and I had 2 Dr. Peppers…I know I know, I am SLACKING!

But for lunch I had the most delicious thing. Lol. It’s really simple and probably should be used as more of a snack than a meal, but it’s delicious.

What it is:

1 container of cottage cheese
1 Ranch packet
1/4th cup of grated cheese
Seasoned Salt to taste

Then you eat with Ritz Crackers. YYUUMM!!!!

Anyway that’s what I had for lunch.
Cottage Cheese stuff, and 10 crackers!!

I’m not sure how healthy that is for you but I’m guessing that because it’s cottage cheese its okay, and the ranch packet doesn’t have any calories or carbs unless its cooked it said. So I guess I’ll take that!!!

I really appreciate all the kind words and everything that everyone that is following or reading this blog has said so far! It makes me feel good! Now It's my job to keep up the blogging, dieting, and exercising! I CAN DO THIS! (can't I)